"Fungi Orifice" from Apr 12, 2021

"Fungi Orifice"
Oil on canvas
25 cm x 20 cm

A mouth on fungi again. This was the alternative mouth for the original painting. Heavy with spit bubbles.

Milky moths from Mar 17, 2021

Oil on canvas 30cm x 22cm "Milky Moths"

I wanted to paint more moths, but like the roses they slowly become overwhelming, eating away hours of my life. 

"Girl with a face" from Mar 9, 2021

 Another run of oils, this one with two moths. I am getting more comfortable with it. 

"Girl with a face"
oil on canvas
25 cm x 20 cm

Vamp from Feb 18, 2021

 

"Vamp"
Prismacolor pencil on black A3 paper,
297 x 420 mm, (11.7 x 16.5 in)

I hated this one, I just couldn't pull it off. The big mouth in the green smoke came out ok, but the girl gives off a Michael Jackson vibe. I like the shadows in the body and the more I look at it the more it grows on me. I finished it because I had already put so much time into it.

Skates from Jan 28, 2021

Prismacolor pencil on black A3 paper,
297 x 420 mm, (11.7 x 16.5 in)

 Pink and green. I basically drew this for the skates. The whole thing came out well.

Hot Cunt from Jan 13, 2021

 

"Hot Cunt"
Prismacolor pencil on black A3 paper,
297 x 420 mm, (11.7 x 16.5 in)

Ice cream inserted into the vagina.

Screaming Vagina from Dec 23, 2020

 Finishing something can be harder than starting, I can't believe it took a month. But I have been slacking off lately. Lately, I have been going easy on myself, saying I don't have to draw every night. I was so excited to start this one, but somewhere near halfway, I started thinking of other things.

"Screaming Vagina"
Prismacolor pencil on black A3 paper,
297 x 420 mm, (11.7 x 16.5 in)

Heart from Nov 25, 2020

 

"Heart"
Prismacolor pencil on black A3 paper,
297 x 420 mm, (11.7 x 16.5 in)
 

Heart-shaped border, pink. I was trying to make that hand and fingers pop out.

Circle from Nov 2, 2020

 

"Circle"
Oil on canvas
30cm x 40cm

I just wanted to make the girls' ribcage a perfect circle, that was all, supporting their body with their hands. 

Coffin Cunt from Sep 10, 2020

"Coffin Cunt"
prismacolor pencil on black A3 paper,
297 x 420 mm, (11.7 x 16.5 in)

 This is something I've been floating about for a while now, with "Faces of Death 4" showing up first. But I have been fighting with the idea of "Coffin Cunt" with a gaping vagina with the coffin shape as the hole, cushioned with the inner walls, satin, "a luxury satin cushion finish interior." Yet still a vagina. But it was a failure and was abandoned, maybe I'll try again.

Sex and death are close friends, cumming being a little death, insects giving their lives just to procreate.   

From Aug 22, 2020

Oil on canvas
220mm x 300mm (9" x 12")

 

A mouth on fungus. The end result was very effective. I'm sticking mostly with pink on the growth to relate with the lips. 

Hunger, Feed. from Jul 29, 2020

Hunger, Feed.

It took two weeks, but it felt like only a week, I've been painting for over 5 hours every night, starting at 10pm and usually wrapping up around 3 or 4am, with 2am the normal quitting time. I found myself saying to myself "another hour will not hurt."

So yeah, I like this one, I like the idea of it too. In a pervy way, I fantasize about her licking and kissing my stomach as I lean against her back, and it's got that danger of being ripped apart and having one's intestines slurped up like spaghetti by a giant mouth.

Oil paint on canvas.
300 x 400 mm, (12 x 16 in)

Oil painting from Jul 14, 2020

Oil paint on canvas,
200 x 250 mm, (8 x 10 in)

These are the two paintings I am happy with so far this year, keeping in mind, I have been painting since late December. Spending a lot of time on a larger painting 600 by 900 mm, but I have been struggling with that one. And a few drawings got done as well. 

Oil paint on canvas,
300 x 300 mm, (12 x 12 in)

Ecdysis from Jun 6, 2020

"Ecdysis"
Prismacolor pencil on black A3 paper,
297 x 420 mm, (11.7 x 16.5 in)

Slowing down again, with production. This is a time when I have told myself that I don't have to draw every night. When I'm drawing when I want to, which can get dangerously close to not drawing at all, with fatigue or back pain from sitting on my ass watching youtube. But all hills have valleys and I'm sure I'll perk up again.

Gate Seer from May 24, 2020

"Gate Seer"
Prismacolor pencil on black A3 paper,
297 x 420 mm, (11.7 x 16.5 in)

I've done this before, with the light, giving it a hint of green, then with the alternative lighting up the dark side, cranking it up to dark pink, almost red colour.